January 2010
A new little layout
I guess…I love Chii so much. I needed to express my love. She’s my favourite.
Heaven
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Shallow Males.
By posting the picture you will find at the bottom of this post, I found out just how shallow boys really are. Worse yet, these are my friends. So if they are calling this wonderful fuller figured woman disgusting, makes me wonder what they think of me, having a very similar figure and all.
What do others think of this picture?
My decided future. →
“Nothing is impossible,
the word itself says
‘I’m possible’!”
“It is no night to drown in:
A full moon, river lapsing
Black beneath bland...”
– Lorelei by Sylvia Plath
Forever
There they go, packin’ stadiums as Shady spits his flow, nuts they go, macadamian they go so ballistic whoa, we can make them look like bozo’s, he’s wondering if he should spit this slow, f-ck no go for broke, his cup just runneth over oh no he aint had a buzz like this since the last time that he overdosed, they’ve been waiting patiently for Pinnochio to poke his nose, back into the game...
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I will be brave for pocky, lucozade or chinese food.
And he gives me all three.
Idiot Kids That Jump On Every Bandwagon?
TO THE LIONS!!!!
Social Rank.
As a young mum, I know plenty of other young mums. Of course we are all different, in different positions, with different children etc.
Now at the minute, I’m on benefits. I don’t have any jeans, my every shoes have holes in them and I can’t afford to get my hair cut. I like to spoil Dallas, to be honest. Probably because I was never spoilt myself and always wish I was at some...
Ready For Some Heavy Reading?
Sometimes I wonder how things would have been, had i chose another path.
What if Dallas belonged to someone else? Would he have stayed? I know he would have. Sometimes I think it’s a shame that the possibility isn’t even there.
What if I never had Dallas? Would I still be in the same miserable relationship? Being backstabbed and used over and over? Hanging around with the same going...
Longing.
I need a ringflash that fits my camera and soon. Because I’m desperate to take pictures of sexy ladies.
Spotlight.
I’m one of those tragic people that loses everything and everyone leaves. I’m the type of people that’s written about yet never thought of.
Realism is the harshest thing, ever.
Get comfy, because I want to write now.
In a small fishing village, young boys were taught how to net a catch, or fillet a cod, before he’s half grown. But there was one boy who had no wish to follow that calling. All he would do, day in and day out, was sit on the rocks by the headland playing his whistle. Dances, airs, strange tunes of his making. His father despaired of him. His...
The Downfall.
Upto now I’ve managed to keep my posts relatively…ok…
It’s time for my turn to fall I think. With the destrcution of an empire, the death of a hero and a ruined woman stood playing the role of murderer. It’s my time to turn this around and go back to being the corrupt and tainted awful human being I always loved yet hated to be.
Welcome back, Kelsey.
“What is the difference between a man and a parasite? A man builds, a parasite...”
– Andrew Ryan, Bioshock, 2007
Ready. Set. Go.
So on Monday I have a job interview, to work in New Look in Chesterfield. Only four hours, but still, I’ll have my foot in the door to hopefully gain some more and I will finally have some experience working in retail which I have wanted since I turned 16. I have everything crossed that I impress and I get this.
Anyway, my little angel has just woke up, looked up at me and smiled and...
Like My Babies?
I wanted to spice my page up and I did so with my new little obsession. Someone give me a lot of money so I constantly have a model on hand.
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15th January 2010
inspire me move me i want to create make beauty turn nothing into some thing and make that something matter i can think so much the beauty in my mind but i still can’t make you see it i still can’t change the world so barren for so long so vacant, so empty so nothing. i sit cannot remember dreams can’t see past horizons i want to create i...
13th January 2010 (The Second)
I ordered my bento book today, so hopefully soon enough I can practise away and make mega kawaii bento. I want to be the bento queen by the time Dallyboo is at school so all the kids will be mega jealous of her dinner.
13th January 2010
PART I
It’s snowing, again.
I’m trapped in the house, again.
Why, is England never prepared for weather? Why do wejust assume it will rain all year and nothing else will happen? Stupid country. We panic when it snows too much, rains too much or is too hot for too long.
“There is no heaven of glory bright, and no hell where sinners roast. Here and...”
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Back To Reality.
11th January 2010
After wandering around my city of dreams all day with my little gentleman I’m feeling quite determined. I’ve just got my little one off to sleep, i’m sat in bed with a clean sheet and a clean pillow case but no duvet cover (as I can’t find it anywhere..) and I’m thinking long and hard about moving.
I have nothing left me for me where I am. I avoid...
Back To reality.
Dear Mother Nature...
Upto now you have spoilt all my plans, bar one evening. I would really love to be granted one day out. And this day would be Monday.
I have arranged to go to Manchester and as you should know, this is usually the highlight of my year and my favourite city in the whole of my country. Please don’t allow it to snow and please let me go. I will be good all year and never ask you to be pleasant...
Part II
January 9th 2010
I’m sat in my living room, my little girl asleep on the other sofa, lights turned down low so they don’t disturb her and the volume on the tv lower still.
I’m watching a programme about a young boy, 18, who committed suicide due to a break up. He was a peace loving boy. He wrote, he read, he meditated, he was Jewish and very proud of his religion, he was calm...
Blacken The Eyes
It’s certain, that i somewhat have a…thing…for men wearing eyeliner.I would have possibly not dated many of the boys I have, if they hadn’t have worn make-up. What’s the appeal? I don’t quite understand myself.
It just emphasises everything about a boys eyes and as I find eyes one of the most attractive attributes in people, it really does give those little...
Quarantined.
January 8th 2010
I awoke, for the 31st morning, in my bed, with nothing to do, nowhere to go and nobody to see only the evening to come would be different, for I am off out for merriments with my three nearest and dearest. The destination is Sheffield, I’m hopeful that this night won’t be a repeat of my last night there.
I’ll have a glass of intoxication please dear barman.